Last year I grew vegetables in my back garden for the first time ever. It was one of the most rewarding things I've ever done and I really enjoyed it.
Near the end of the season (luckily when everything was growing already, so there wasn't really any digging to do) I had an accident (totally unrelated to gardening) where I dislocated my elbow and had my arm in plaster for ages. I did have lots of physiotherapy in the following months and although I've got nearly full movement back, I haven't really got any strength and my elbow feels so weak when I lift heavy stuff.
I remember from this time last year that digging up the vegetable patch was physically a lot of hard work and made my arms ache anyway, so I was just wondering if it was even worth bothering again since I don't live in that house any more so it would be like starting all over again. Would it cause more damage to my elbow? I really don't want to wrench it out again.
Also I don't even know where I'm going to be living, since I'm no longer in the house I was in last year, and I really don't know where I'm going to be - I was thinking of becoming a first time buyer, but obviously even if I found a place it would take ages and might not happen for six months, and I don't know if I can even afford a place with a private garden anyway... and if I rented another place, I'd only be there for a year and it might feel like a bit of a waste putting so much effort into the garden, only to have to leave it.
Obviously I could plant stuff in pots soon, and keep them in containers to make them more mobile, but still... I'm in an awkward position in my life and a lot of things have gone wrong recently and I really don't know what to do. But also, getting an allotment isn't really the right thing for me - the waiting lists are miles long anyway, but I don't even know what area I'd be living in. And also I wouldn't be motivated enough to go down to an allotment all the time - part of the pleasure of having a garden is that you can see it out of the back window all the time, you can pop in to the garden to do ten minutes here and there and do other things in the same afternoon, and also I used to walk around the garden just to marvel at it all for ten minutes every morning before leaving for work.
I just don't know what to do. But like I said above, last year's gardening was one of the most rewarding things I've ever done and I just don't know what to do with my situation.
Near the end of the season (luckily when everything was growing already, so there wasn't really any digging to do) I had an accident (totally unrelated to gardening) where I dislocated my elbow and had my arm in plaster for ages. I did have lots of physiotherapy in the following months and although I've got nearly full movement back, I haven't really got any strength and my elbow feels so weak when I lift heavy stuff.
I remember from this time last year that digging up the vegetable patch was physically a lot of hard work and made my arms ache anyway, so I was just wondering if it was even worth bothering again since I don't live in that house any more so it would be like starting all over again. Would it cause more damage to my elbow? I really don't want to wrench it out again.
Also I don't even know where I'm going to be living, since I'm no longer in the house I was in last year, and I really don't know where I'm going to be - I was thinking of becoming a first time buyer, but obviously even if I found a place it would take ages and might not happen for six months, and I don't know if I can even afford a place with a private garden anyway... and if I rented another place, I'd only be there for a year and it might feel like a bit of a waste putting so much effort into the garden, only to have to leave it.
Obviously I could plant stuff in pots soon, and keep them in containers to make them more mobile, but still... I'm in an awkward position in my life and a lot of things have gone wrong recently and I really don't know what to do. But also, getting an allotment isn't really the right thing for me - the waiting lists are miles long anyway, but I don't even know what area I'd be living in. And also I wouldn't be motivated enough to go down to an allotment all the time - part of the pleasure of having a garden is that you can see it out of the back window all the time, you can pop in to the garden to do ten minutes here and there and do other things in the same afternoon, and also I used to walk around the garden just to marvel at it all for ten minutes every morning before leaving for work.
I just don't know what to do. But like I said above, last year's gardening was one of the most rewarding things I've ever done and I just don't know what to do with my situation.
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