Wide awake

[jackie j]

Its 4 am and I have been up since 3am and awake before that. I want to go to bed but now I am awake I can hear next doors dog howling, it didnt wake me and I might not hear it when I get back to bed, if I go that is. Might put a note in the door in the morning.
Dont know why I am awake, although I do have a lot going on in my mind at the moment. I was very fidgety in bed so the best thing for me is to get up for a while. I have an appointment with the nurse at 9am to take my stitches out and I know I will embarrass my self and pass out, OH taking me.

[lottie dolly]

awe jackie,am sure you will be fine,it just takes the edge of things having a body there for support,is it painfull getting stitches out after your particular op,you will soon be up and running with your hands covered in compost,time is all it needs,can relate to you ,i have to pluck up courage by 16th,dr's visit for something else,i have a bent finger,athritis has shortened the tendon,and i am scared mega about having it done lol,it's the freezing needles ,theres no fat on a little pinky,but need it done thinking of you.